today can't get any worse, can it?

=( i couLd say that this day is one of the worst day i've had so far... =(

_>> so, i faiLed the 1st quiz of my 2nd semester... when i saw my grade, it's Like i have no chance to come back at aLL... i feeL Like crap! i feeL useLess! i feeL pathetic!

_>> then... i did something... something bad... i've hurt someone... actuaLLy, i've been hurting that someone for a whiLe now... then, i ended up hurting myseLf even more... 

_>> my eyes are burning... i've been crying for a whiLe... it's Like i don't have eyes anymore... but it feeLs Like there are more tears coming... *sigh* i dunno when it wiLL stop... but i hope sooner...

_>> i think i need some saving... im suicidaL!!!