mine vanya araneL. . .

i weg na an fofrin ar i winin na gwadron...

movie marathon. . .

we got one week break from schooL... after that, pasukan na uLit... worst thing is, maLapit na finaLs... sad but true! honestLy, boring ang one week ko... waLang gmick, waLang outing, not even window shopping... =( why? first, one of my reLatives died... tapos waLa nmn siLa mama kaya waLa tLga, waLa pang papeL pang gastos (ksi nga waLang pasok)... hehehe but then, Looking at the brighter side of our house... ok Lang din ksi nakabawi ako sa tuLog tpos daming food... hahaha =)

weLL, you must be wondering why movie marathon ang titLe nito... here's the reaL story... during the past few days, nag movie marathon ako... what eLse - Lord of The Rings... hahaha =) from feLLowship, to the two towers, to the return of the king... & aLL those times, i'LL teLL you... yummy taLsga si LegoLas... ~wink ^_^~ weLL, i've Learned aLot bout toLkien, sayang pinanganak syang mas maaga, it wouLd reaLLy be a pLeasure kung nameet ko sya... think about it, he made a story Like that (gumawa sya ng sariLi nyang mundo)... ayt? weird... tapos, i've come to reaLize... i wanna be an archer... (things added to my wish List: bow & arrow) hehe pra compatibLe kmi... & im studying eLvish Language, nice noh?! i got curious with that Language, my cousin toLd me that it was invented by toLkien himseLf... nweys, to peopLe who are LOTR fanatics, my cousin aLso toLd me na may extended dvd daw ang LOTR, ksi if u were to read the books, sobrang kuLang ung movie, (heLL, every movie is... ksi nmn kung bubuuin mo boring na & msyado mhaba, ayt?) so un, sa extended dvd daw nandun ung mga kuLang... nandun din ung Love story ni LegoLas & ni krystLe... hahaha

anyone who dares to contradict me,,, wag na! bsta, something bad wiLL happen to you... hahaha =) peace out... so much for this bLah bLah, its me "owner_bitch" signing out...

a prayer. . .

"God... bLess the man i Love that he may find aLL the happiness in this worLd...

as aLways. . .

im sooo sLeepy!!!

Lagi nLng kuLang sa tuLog. . .

bad trip!

ALiVE. . .

time goes sLowLy now in my Life

fear no more

a word i’m not sure

searching for your souL

the strength to stand aLone

the power of not knowing

and Letting go

i guess i found my way

it's simpLe when it’s right

feeLing Lucky just to be here tonight

and happy just to be me. . . and be ALiVE

Love in and out in my, in my heart

and though Life can be strange

i can’t be afraid

searching for your souL

the strength to stand aLone

the power of not knowing

and Letting go

i guess i found my way

it's simpLe when it’s right

feeLing Lucky just to be here tonight

and happy just to be me. . . and be ALiVE

TRY TO UNDERSTAND

we can't be together forever, because forever doesn't exist. . .

there's a waLL that our eyes couldn't see. . .

a waLL that we know for a fact wouLd never break. . .

a waLL that hoLds our fate. . .

i have seen the suffering that LoneLiness can cause. . .

and i have feLt the same before. . .

so be patient and be contented. . .

because Lord wiLL sureLy give you the one you're Looking for. . .

now i ask. . .

wouLd you stiLL be there tomorrow?

now that you know these things, wouLd you stiLL stay?

WiSHiNG YOU WERE SOMEHOW HERE AGAiN

you were once my one companion

you were aLL that mattered

you were once a friend and father

then my worLd was shattered

wishing you were somehow here again

wishing you were somehow near

sometimes it seemed if i just dreamed

somehow you would be here

wishing i could hear your voice again

knowing that i never would

dreaming of you won't heLp me to do

aLL that you dreamed i couLd

passing beLLs and scuLpted angeLs

coLd and monumentaL

seem for you the wrong companions

you were warm and gentLe

too many years, fighting back tears

why can't the past just die

wishing you were somehow here again

knowing we must say goodbye

try to forgive, teach me to Live

give me the strength to try

no more memories

no more siLent tears

no more gazing across the wasted years

heLp me say goodbye

*** Love this song (from the phantom of the opera). . .

LEAVE ME ALONE

kung ang haLaman nga tumutubo at ang hayop LumaLaki, tao pa kaya… Lahat nagbabago dahiL umikot ang mundo!

kung nagbago man ako, waLa na kayong magagawa… im not asking anyone to Love me nor to Like me… if you don't Like me, i don’t care! im not born to pLease everybody!

Live your Life and i Live mine, and that's good enough… so accept me for who i am or i'll kick your fucking ass!!! hehehe wag na kasi makiaLam, para masaya Lahat…

kung gaLit ka sakin or you have any probLems with me, sabihin mo… di naman ako kumakain ng tao o pumapatay eh… and don't worry i'll take it objectiveLy… hehehe =) just don't taLk behind my back, get it?

im a princess in my own worLd. . .

i don't care what you think about me, aLL that matters is that i Live my Life...

caLL me crazy, caLL me Lazy, caLL me bitch, caLL me anything you want, and i don't give a damn!

i don't have so much regrets 'coz i Live my Life my own way... i decide for myseLf and i take the consequences aLone...

i know i don't deserve much on this worLd 'coz i've wasted aLot aLready... but hey! chances are for free and i can have another one anytime... just give me time and i can prove to you - to everyone that chances given to me are worth it...

as i grow up, i Learn to understand the worLd... it's not fair and it's not unfair, it's just simpLy your perception that makes it unbeLievabLe... beauty is aLways in the eyes of the behoLder...

i don't have much to offer... i don't have money to buy everything, im not a genius that can invent erxtraordinary things... but im just simpLy... me...

before i die, i promise to pay back those peopLe i owe... and those who owe me...

i am sometimes a pain in the ass and a headache, but that's why they Love me... they Love me for who i am and what i am...

LastLy, i take one step at a time... i fight for what i know is right and for what i want, because onLy then i can teLL my seLf that i won the fight even if i Lost it in the eyes of other peopLe...

weird huh? but that's it and so be it!

the Ds...

DOs
~ do,,, mind your own business...
~ do,,, Love me for who i am...
~ do,,, anything you want, i don't care...
~ do,,, give me freedom
~ do,,, Let me cry whenever i want...

DON'Ts
~ don't,,, ever dare to piss me, i might kiLL you...
~ don't,,, judge me! i am who i am & what you see is what i reaLLy am... so take it or Leave it!
~ don't,,, pLay with my feeLings 'coz it's highLy expensive...
~ don't,,, expect me to be someone that wiLL fit your standard...
~ don't,,, sit on my throne, 'coz its made just for me...

THiNK OF ME. . .

think of me

think of me fondLy when we've said goodbye

remember me, once in a whiLe

pLease promise me you'LL try

when you find that once again

you Long to take your heart back and be free

if you ever find a moment

spare a thought for me

we never said our Love was evergreen

or as unchanging as the sea

but if you can stiLL remember

stop and think of me

think of aLL the things we've shared and seen

don't think about the thing which might have been

think of me

think of me waking siLent and resigned

imagine me

trying to hard to put you from my mind

recaLL those days look back on aLL those times

think of the things we'LL never do

there wiLL never be a day

when i won't think of you

we never said our Love was evergreen

or as unchanging as the sea

but pLease promise me

that sometimes you wiLL think of me